Na Yi Gudun Marathon Rabin Rabin Las Vegas Bayan Harbin Don Tabbatar da Wannan Tsoron Ba Zai Rike Ni Baya ba

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A ranar 28 ga Satumba, na yi jigilar jirage na zuwa Las Vegas don Marathon na Rock 'n' Roll Half. Bayan kwanaki uku, wani dan bindiga ya bude wuta a bikin kade-kaden kasar na Route 91 Harvest da ke gudana a yankin Vegas Strip, inda ya kashe mutane 58 tare da raunata 546 a wani hari mafi muni a tarihin Amurka na zamani.

Kusan nan da nan, saƙonni sun fara shigowa daga dangi da abokai waɗanda suka san ina shirin yin wannan tseren, suna tambaya ko har yanzu zan tafi. Rabin marathon zai faru makonni shida kacal bayan harbin; layin farawa ya kusan kai tsaye daga wurin shakatawa na Mandalay Bay, inda dan bindigar ya tsaya da kansa a ranar 1 ga Oktoba, kuma galibin tseren yana faruwa ne a Tsibirin Vegas, inda bala'in ya faru. Na yi mamakin samun waɗannan rubutun, ko da yake, saboda ban yi tunani sau biyu game da shi ba hanya Har yanzu ina tafiya.

Da farko na yi rajista saboda gudanar da Vegas Strip ya yi daɗi da banbanci, kuma kyakkyawan uzuri ne don yin biki a Vegas. Amma bayan harbin, na yi niyyar gudu don tabbatar da cewa ba zan bar ayyukan mutum ɗaya ya hana ni rayuwa da bikin rayuwa ba. Idan wani abu, yadda mutane suka taru ya sa ni sha'awar yin tseren tseren marathon fiye da lokacin da nake tsammanin za a kasance karshen mako ne kawai.

Ina da falsafar cewa idan muna rayuwa cikin tsoro, to sun yi nasara. Shin bai kamata mu je kide kide da wake -wake ba bayan tashin bama -bamai a gidan wasan kwaikwayon na Ariana Grande na Manchester? Ya kamata mu guji kulake bayan harbi a gidan rawanin Pulse a Florida? Shin yakamata mu kalli fina -finai kawai a gida tun lokacin da aka harbe gidan wasan kwaikwayo na fim a Aurora, CO? Shin yakamata mu daina yin tsere a cikin tseren da aka shirya bayan tashin Marathon na Boston?

Zan gaya muku wannan: Ta'addanci ya yi ba nasara a Vegas.

Yayin da na tsaya a cikin cunkoson jama'ata, na kalli mutane daga ko'ina cikin duniya suna ƙarfafa juna, suna ba da shawarwarin kwasa-kwasan, suna yaba suturar juna. An tsaurara matakan tsaro, kuma an kawar da layin da aka fara ne da nisan mil daya daga asalin inda yake ta hanyar Mandalay Bay, wurin da aka yi harbin. Sai dai hakan bai sanya damuwa ga yanayin kowa ba; makamashin daga kusan rabin rabin masu tseren marathon lantarki ne. Har zuwa lokacin da bindigar ta fara tashi, na kasa jira in gudu.

Gasar Rock 'n' Roll galibi tana da kiɗa da nishaɗin da ke kan hanya, amma a wannan karon, tseren ya lura da tsawaitaccen lokacin shiru na mil biyu da rabi na farko don ba da gudummawa ga waɗanda abin ya shafa da dangin harbin. Na cire belun kunnena na dan shake ina sauraren murnan duk ’yan kallo da har yanzu suka fito duk da abin da ya faru. Ba zan iya tafiya ƙafa 50 ba tare da ganin faifan #VegasStrong ba.

Amma tseren ba wai kawai tunatar da mutane abin da ya faru a ranar 1 ga Oktoba ba. jahannama da yawa tutus; 'yan kallo suna ba da giya da mimosas ga masu gudu masu ƙishirwa; Masu kwaikwayon Elvis suna buga piano a gefen hanya da kuma masu kwaikwayon KISS masu tseren tsere a titi; da alamun kamar "Kun biya don yin wannan!" da "Wannan kwas ɗin yana da tsawo da wahala, amma yaushe ya daɗe da wahala ya taɓa zama mummunan abu?" Kuma fitilun fitilun shahararrun alamun neon na Las Vegas sun rako masu tsere daga layin farawa har zuwa ƙarshe. Wannan tseren-duk da abubuwan da suka faru a baya- shine ainihin abin da kuke tsammani daga tseren ta Las Vegas, kuma tabbacin cewa abin da ya faru a Vegas bai bayyana Vegas ba.

Na tsallake layin ƙarshe a kan mafi kyawun lokacin kaina, amma ban yi wannan tseren don karya rikodin ba. Na gudu domin ina so in nuna cewa babu wanda ya isa ya tsoratar da mutane daga aikata abin da suke so. Ba za ku iya barin tsoro-tsoron rashin gamawa ba, tsoron cewa wani ko wani abu na iya hana ku gamawa- ya riƙe ku baya.

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